Two more weeks until I am done with this crucial semester. I had yet to face such a difficult academic semester in my life. Perhaps I did when I was in undergrad, but truthfully at that time I really didn’t care what grade I had as long as I graduated. But now that i’m here and finally received that revelation of how valuable an education is, I dont want to waste other’s time and money. It’s truly a blessing to know that there are people out there who have been supporting my education for the past two years. I didn’t think much of it before but it really is an undeserving gift. I feel as though I owe my best to everyone who has been investing into my future.
I believe around this time last year, I was sitting in my studio truly contemplating what I was doing with my life. I had left my previous ministry and I was coming out of a short relationship. I felt as though things were being stripped from my life one at a time so that I could come back to a blank slate and that is exactly where I left off. I was completely blank. I had no idea of what God had in store for me but I had a lot of hope in my heart that everything was going to be okay.
It was true. My positivity helped me to move on to bigger dreams. Even now I am sitting here soaking in everything that has happened in the past two years here in Washington, D.C. I’m wondering where I’ll be next summer and what plans ill have with graduation in the midst. I wonder where God will lead me since I have some sort of academic “freedom” set before me. I wont have to move onto anymore school unless I choose to. At this point anything could be up in the air. All so exciting yet scary.
Two more weeks until summer starts =) 2/3 of my masters done. 2/3.